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All I Do Is Kill

by Trial of the Golden Witch

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1.
Stuck Here 03:05
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I moulded myself in the shape of All of the people I wanted to be and Now realizing none of them were like me I'm Reaching inside for a spark to receive Reprieve from all the dark thoughts in my head like Remove my bad parts there's none of me left like I've only got tears no anger is left I Just want to believe I can live again I gave up so much of myself so I could be with you You act like you're not sure if you fuck with me when you do I want someone to hear me so I deal with the abuse I want to be somewhere so I guess I'm stuck here with you I moulded myself in the shape of All of the people I wanted to be and Now realizing none of them were like me I'm Reaching inside for a spark to receive Reprieve from all the dark thoughts in my head like Remove my bad parts there's none of me left like I've only got tears no anger is left I Just want to believe I can live again I need to focus it's So hard to focus I gave up so much of myself so I could be with you You act like you're not sure if you fuck with me when you do I want someone to hear me so I deal with the abuse I want to be somewhere so I guess I'm stuck here with you I moulded myself in the shape of All of the people I wanted to be and Now realizing none of them were like me I'm Reaching inside for a spark to receive Reprieve from all the dark thoughts in my head like Remove my bad parts there's none of me left like I've only got tears no anger is left I Just want to believe I can live again You act like I haven't earned some your patience I thought I was gracious thought you'd help me make it Thought we'd all be pacing the streets with our flags Didn't think we'd still be checking price tags I need to focus it's So hard to focus I moulded myself in the shape of All of the people I wanted to be and Now realizing none of them were like me I'm Reaching inside for a spark to receive Reprieve from all the dark thoughts in my head like Remove my bad parts there's none of me left like I've only got tears no anger is left I Just want to believe I can live again
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Way Too Serious 02:08
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I'm way too serious You're playing with my mind I think I'm keeping up You leave me way behind Presented the facts Went into my feelings and tried to relax You didn't attack from the front you went straight for the back I didn't try to struggle I just crumpled over, dead I glued a new coat from the feathers I shed Now that it's summer I'm building a dress See me in the sunlight I don't hide from dread I face it under my durress Let it glimmer from the treetops Real South weather homie out in my flipflops Singing with the birds yet another chirp chirp About how I forgot you, how I forgot yo I don't only feel lonely when I'm all alone I'm way too serious You're playing with my mind I think I'm keeping up You leave me way behind
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I Try To Keep Smiling 02:21
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I try to keep myself from frowning So I do things that make me smile Things like putting people down I get sick You act like we are peers, you are just a priviledged kid I built everything, the bridge we're standing on your favorites I did it all and bet you'll burn it just like this Light the wick I tried to keep my friends from drowning Some are tugging on my shirt Kick them off into the surf I'm tired of being dragged I've got no time to spend on Those who work against me Cut em from the plans, B
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Why Do You Want Me? 02:16
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Why do you want me? Why do you want me? I don't see the appeal Will you be there for me, stick around when there's Nothing new to reveal? I spent my twenties in a box Selfies in programmer socks Hate myself for what I'm not Post about it on my blog Living for the likes and pogs Hardly living most of all Write about it in a song They don't like it, hit the bong I'm excited when I'm wrong Getting yelled at turns me on Make myself a laughingstock Just trying to ask what's going on So embarrassed I stay gone I'm a googirl I'm a blob My boyfriend's such a heartthrob I know the girls are feeling robbed When they see us in the throngs Why do you want me? Why do you want me? I don't see the appeal I love the way you lift me up both Literally and Figuratively Spiritually and Mentally Holding me to task but still leaving me free Never acting like there's anyone I have to be I have to see the mountainpeaks you'll bring me to Those views are what make my heart beat Sweet me off my feet and take me from the East Why do you want me? Why do you want me? I don't see the appeal Will you be there for me, stick around when there's Nothing new to reveal? Why do you want me? Why do you want me? I don't see the appeal
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In the Fabric 01:55
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Baked into the fabric of space A maverick of her race she was placed On the Earth as a home base Now that she's had a taste of something She can't place she's been heading off Towards it at pace Embracing the parts of herself that make sense And the messages help her connect What she wants to express hits the masses And changes the way they digress What they do to impress I just wanted the stuff off my chest Now there's all kind of things it comes with they expect Got me ducking me head Trying not to be seen when I'm out on the lamb with my friends I ain't perfect and nobody is More than a few steps removed you insist It's whatever I'm doing my best Hoping you see me if so raise a fist Do me so good they call it a bit Wondering how long they'll let me exist Keep it funny and try not to miss I'll keep my head through a flurry of fists When you see me I'm usually pissed Keeping it easy so we can make hits When I'm angry I'm red as it gets Bouncing around like I'm having a fit We can stand in the pit Arguing whether it's real or its shit But until God comes down and says, well I'll bet it is Back on the addict crack automatic rap Audit what I brap, read it back and see if it all tracks You can win me back with a rack of ribs and a stack of cash I'm all ears when I'm all noses, show me what you craft I'll be in the bath

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After discovering a beat producer called Nevada on youtube, I found enough beats I liked to make a coherent EP out of it, and that is this, and this is they: www.youtube.com/channel/UCiYxvEwVmY9F2yB8EK0W-Dg

Originally I released a demo version of this album on Soundcloud with a different track order. At the time I was unconfident in most of the performances and mixing, so I put them in order of which ones sounded best at the time. The way they are presented here is the original intended track order.

I was inspired to finally finish this EP after taking a trip through Nevada to perform at my first show ever in Elko. Every time I looked out at the landscape, I thought of the Nevada producer tag at the start of Stuck Here, and became frustrated that I didn't want to listen to the incomplete EP, so I had to fix it as soon as I got home!

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released July 30, 2021

Beats by Nevada
Lyrics/vocals by Trial of the Golden Witch

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Trial of the Golden Witch Norfolk, Virginia

The Transgressive Transgender Terrorist Taking Things Totally Tantrum, Turning Tens To Thousands, Telling Truths Totalizing, Trembling Towards Terrific Things, Thankful, Tyrant

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