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Captivating Vacancies

by Trial of the Golden Witch

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captivating vacancies you must have left these holes on purpose 'cause I only fit warmth is such a benefit Eno said the silence was just as important as the noise And I feel like it's quiet next to jumbo jets and paranoia Running through me like a movie with a shitty pacing All so washed away and distant like the center is erasing I've been pacing back and forth as long as I remember Making people nervous cause I don't remember where I'm going So I get a sense of the surroundings till I see a sparkle Sending me towards the thing I now decided I was in pursuit of What you knew of what I said was all I meant If there is more then I will say it, then I'll say it all again I can't be asked to sort the signal from the noise just for the boys I've got these girly quakes and maybe I enjoy it Captivating vacancies in desperation as I seek the beat I don't know what to eat Because I don't know what I want to be exactly Manufactured identities peddle their findings The light is blinding from the church of reality My darksign burns when I stand in the sun too long In the shadows I live on and on Captivating vacancies The absence is the evidence, the contrast is the relevence The answer is I'm fucking better than the other thing that you just said And I would only say it if I thought it's to your benefit To know what's fucking good for you when everyone is someone's fed And every unravelling presents a mess of new loose ends So tell me what you're tied to, why it's so important, what's your motive Why did you choose me when time is money and the money's voting? Captivating vacancies Like what's behind the eyes of every candidate and every voter Every batman, every Joker sitting at the game of poker Like it isn't pong, bounce mmy titties all day long And sing about a dick I'll never suck Talk about all of the girls I could but wouldn't ever fuck Act like everything I built was all a stroke of stupid luck When the god who blessed me lives inside my head on the same bunk
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Juiced up like I don't give a fuck like I don't need a nut like I don't need a buck Smoked up like I don't give a fuck like I don't need a gun like I don't needa run So relaxed I'm slack enough to rap Fuck the stats I'm here to trade the slaps Smack me back my ass may need a rasp Bad girl bad ass breakin' bread with nasty crass Motherfuckers who really hate people I keep em from goin' postal on anything but a beatroll I keep em from losing their god damn minds They don't need rhymes, they need the sounds of their kind My visions are the roadsigns Everything I write is like a boomerang Throw it in the heat and catch it like it's just a cold thing Say it like I knew it all along because I know things Hanekawa flow because I know it gets you floating But my bread and butter is the schizo Kubrick stare I've got the eyes I've got the glare And if you stare enough it leads you deep into the dark I live like this so I don't have to LARP I hit the lighter and I spark another landscape Into mandates of the cottage industry I built on interstate 93 in my brain My train of thought just rides along the synapse that I bought For sale on craigslist, broke the second that I bent it But it's still better at thinking than you've gotten at pretending You're interested in being lent, I'm interested in spending You're interested in feeling spent, I'm interested in trending Don't want you riding on my wave, I want you interesting I surf it in the way you crave, so do what you do best, king And shake the earth until I've got a tidal wave worth cresting Juiced up like OJ, I'm guilty of no things, Except some drug use and those things, I don't give a fuck like you do about the movie cuties, I don't need a nut cuz unlike you, I always got a booty, I don't need a buck, spent a band on a hoody- and a dub of weed, Smoked up like a truck with too much heat, I don't give a fuck like a virgin, repeat, I don't give a fuck like a virgin, like a neet, I don't need a gun but I have one for fun, I don't needa run, but I will, Cant outrun the Sun, That's me, lastly, you'll not outlast we, boomerang raps, It loops everlasting
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Jacked in, wired in, fired up, ready to rock I got less on the clock than you want me to say It's like this everyday so remain in the fray There is nowhere worth living, and nowhere worth dying But I'll keep on trying to find what's worth finding I'm buying a moment and selling a thought The memories rot in the sun where it's hot I refregerate it, I keep it cool I maintain control, I make thing seem new In a happy way, now look up, you're gay! How do I maintain? I'll get killed this way, for shame It's been fun to play the game Bossy bossy bossy bossy bossy sorry I just cannot stop the flossing (you ain't floss bitch we know you nasty!) Corrupted the drive where I'd written my mind Now the ghost in my shell looks like it was directed by Cole Benate You got some voices inside? I got a senate And every fucker in it switches sides every minute I've died like nine times got nine tails and nine vibes I shed all my skin every high tide I smoke out my husk when it's low so I don't die Fumigate out all the bad times
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Hypebeast shit I make hypebeast shit I ignite real quick to excite these kids So they type my name on youtube music, play the whole playlist And if I might be in luck, I'm 'bout to make a fraction of a buck One comma songs yeah that's just enough to keep me Addicted to the dripfeed of dopamine I'm a fiend for about three things I'm addicted to blunts and I eat like a queen I'm surrounded by people who know what I mean And they cannot believe I'm as real as I seem I'm only as real as the world in itself As I process a map in my head of the box relay The whole box we praise, and its endless maze Of churning pathways, the meteors rain down And Ed's dad pervades I try to get really real and tell a story but All my allegory is ignored because just being right is boring And the moral of the story is you should've just did what you wanted Everybody's fucking haunted, somehow seem like every vaunted Position is held by someone dedicated to the process And obnoxiously obtuse about the necessary steps to get The thing up off the ground at speeds that make it through the atmosphere I have no fear of anything but finding out I stood right here Instead of pushing up against the fabric, watching ripples Surfing waves the likes of which you never thought to picture I am just a missionary for my own god She looks just like a Crisis Girl and has a robot Our psychic link is bringing me up out of stasis and I'm resting cases Left and right because I lack the patience
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Facedown 02:57
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Polybrain 01:57
stuttering back and forth between different meanings of being me can I tell if I disagree with myself the other ones in-between? who are you? tell me who are you? how do you identify? what's the real and what's the lie? I don't care about intent I'm gonna look you in the eye and see the set of the exchanges kept along the blockchain I see time and space means little I'm displaced and little in the face of my considerations Parsing just a couple nations And myself and my relationship As what you call a global misfit I'm the one who feels no kinship with surroundings Moved a lot and seen the boundaries Of the matrix, how much you can get away with And it's everything and nothing, only value sets the measure Where I seek my pleasure is between the bars and all the measures I'm a demon that eats beats to live My words are my shiv and I love to give So come close--present your throat and pledge to serve Or get it cut--this hive is prone to swerve My nerves are tweaked--I'm use to weed, it's living clean Where I struggle to find meaning Surrounded by a broken narrative that I can't fix Because the only people who can follow are the schizo kids It's whatever, shit, set it to a beat see if they give a shit Never did, radio's a lesson in the etiquette Get a win, doesn't matter how you did it, represent Tell 'em your the only thing that ever did it better than Tell 'em that you're more than just the same old shi they heard before Because if they get used to you it stops being a metaphor The mind is weak--understand psychology and marketing and see the seams Tailor it to whatever you think gives meaning
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Loopin' 01:42
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Redeye 01:33
I'm off the redeye Can take a jedi Said fuck the FED I Said fuck the next guy I'm takin' what's mine The only way to get it the world's pathetic Won't shred an ounce of belief off to share They need the rhetoric Better at makin sound with a mouth than most are at having a house And all I wanna use it for is talkin' to real in the South I don't wanna live on a jet, don't want ten milly in rent All of my money is going back into what I invest All of my time into it's the hope that's alive in my chest Just for the sake of itself to see to what I can attest The names on my head to having inflicted Upon the world at large, when they ask who was in charge You ask who had the impact? You ask who changed the landscape You ask who made the Earth Quake Pound the earth, and scream and shake and vibrate Break the stalemate, that's the only state I can't take
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Dissolve 02:08
ice your fuckin' nips, ice your fuckin' clit spreadin' let's get ice in it, whatever you wanna spend I don't give a fuck, world is nothing in my clutches I'd be on the brink of just forgetting how to speak If you weren't there for me, and every interaction is a challenge All I want is feeling like it's balanced But I've gotta take into account the weather and the moon and shit that Normal people just forget and feel like shit every day And don't believe a word I say, and why should they? Your catatonic slumber is the easy route If you're not lovin' livin' in the red, what are you on about? Quiet down Cannot throw a punch feels like I'm punchin' down When all of my opps are scrapin' off the barels in the underground Nobody of worth has any courage to think I should be against them When the defenses I've put up tend to ricochet the bullets past the fences I'm a lonely child with little in the way of trust I want to throw myself into the things that make me feel the love But I can't prove my worth inside a system that decides to snuff The light from anything it can, usually just because it's there It's all a complex, the stand-alone cells are merely objects Objectively there's nothing but the process Every second is a death and every sentence is a threat And every one I share will chip at me until there's nothing left Dissolve

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released September 15, 2020

Beats 1-5 by silbernez: soundcloud.com/silbernez
Beats 6-10 by LEG∃ND: soundcloud.com/legendave
Raps on all tracks by The Golden Witch
& on track 2 by Vizier: soundcloud.com/vizzyg
Comedy on track 3 by Ryan Long: www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWJhMnYv6Mg&t

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Trial of the Golden Witch Norfolk, Virginia

The Transgressive Transgender Terrorist Taking Things Totally Tantrum, Turning Tens To Thousands, Telling Truths Totalizing, Trembling Towards Terrific Things, Thankful, Tyrant

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