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Gay and Dead

by Trial of the Golden Witch

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1.
Please do not speak to me between 3 and 8 AM I can't relate to you humans On any terms but my own Defined by my lifestyle and how I've grown I gladly postpone my meetings with the daylight So I can fight my demons by the moonlight I might be a sailor scout, but not quite Tha Coolest Guy You try to define me and find me shy; But not from self-destruction Pressing that button, that is my limited function I couldn't be any gayer and deader if I tried Sucking dick and committing suicide I have no pride, no shame, and no scruples Tho I don't hide, don't Bane-post, or shoot schools Just eat noodles, and say nigga more than anyone else I have no good excuses for myself I am not what you wanted to hear Unless your whole world's gotten too fuckin' weird: That's when I will appear And tell you it's all fucked Just give it all up and come play in the muck That I'm draggin' on up from the sewers and sprayin' All over on everyone--yuck! I'm kinda like a superhero, with all the powers of Brother Nero Got that broken brilliance; once you die inside then it all starts to make sense.
2.
[Digibro] Please don't tell me this is paradise I've been dreaming something much more nice If this is all there is then why fight? Please don't say your endgame is my life It's not right Caveat Emptor to all who admire me I know I'd fire me if I had ever hired me And I mean by firing squad, I'm gayer than god And deserve to be deader than a dorknob Fat slob, but I quit smokin' So I won't be chokin' on anything other than dick for a while Never been in style Stayed actin' like somethin' of a prick, and it's riled up Some punks who act like I stabbed someone Just cause I gave a 1 to their favorite show Do you even know what is an opinion? Objectivity doesn't exist, I told you a million times There is no rule to rhyme, no design Only what you decide that you like at this time And I hate myself So don't emulate me unless your better with self-help [Endless Jess] a trillion fans ain’t worth a damn, they ain’t worth one friend i can call “my man” ambition is living how others won’t for a vision and a mission getting what others don’t, but that’s missing the mark giving every spark makes your heart dark ambition is a prison, not a walk in the park i’ve had best friends tell me that they envy me, and look with jealousy like I’m the enemy like I’m a rival, but man you aint a rival to me, I’m feiviel, my survival through miles of trials would be tragedy if not for the fact that I’m getting back to my family nothing else helps so it’s hell to have you mad at me cause I’m broken, i don’t know how long its been since i’ve seen the sun or filled my lungs with oxygen i’m too far gone, i’d take norminess over this gotta check the pulse in my wrist just to know i exist
3.
I drank half a case of Tecate So I could get sloppy enough to do my job properly I'm probably the only psychopath who works this constantly But I don't know how else to be, and nobody is stopping me I get frustrated, stating that I hate it But still getting berated and told I am overrated Well I guess fuck you, fuck you, and fuck you I don't need you to tell me what I can't do I'm the king of the jungle, I run this zoo Now get out of my cage or I'll start slingin' poo Pee Yoo that's a stank ass rhyme Yes I know I'm cringe, that is by design I don't hide from my feelings I'm no good at dealing with My self-image, so I stay fringe-scrimaged twenty-four-seven I need one of those Frankenstein girls from the seven-eleven Who stays up all night and knows the right way to heaven And I'm quite alright if she is less than a seven Just as long as her taste ain't shit Yeah that ain't no bit The last chick I was with made me sit through some bullshit And I am legit an elitist prick Who won't stick my dick in no idiots Unless they live in convenient driving distance My sex life is not a thriving business Probably because I have such ire For every single person aged zero or higher I admire not heroes but an hero My life is a scene from Apocalypse Zero My strife is obscene and is not endearing When I sing, people scream, and demand that I go Believe me like you don't even know How much I wouldn't be here if could just throw All my stuff in a bag and be on the road To the edge of the earth, and jump in a black hole Kill me
4.
I'm bigger than your motha fuckin' life, son Flow's a little tight, hon, lemme loose you up With a couple a buds and get fun for a minute I'm not someone who's humdrum for a minute I can stuff a whole umbrella up my asshole Walk out onto the beach and shit a fun day whole Lay out in the sun till I'm boiled tasty Have me in your throat because I know you like to taste me You know you can't go veggie up on that fake meat When you got this steak up on your plate you wanna lick clean Stick me in your pipe or roll me up cause I'm your dank meme Imbibe on my mind and body, I'm your wine and water be- Side you in your soul growin' old with your heart gold Bet you didn't know that I sold; that my untold Bounty could be not mold, crisp and developed Blow up on my cella cause I'm hella mella yella I'm gayer than god. Can't no concept on any macrocosmic scale touch this I'm beyond your comprehension already don't rush this Your life's in a rut, bitch? You feel out of touch, kid? Hit this mach 11 with me and let's get fucked up then I don't know how to sit around bored, be nothin' I gotta be frontin' least until the stuntin' Come natural, factually I trained harder To be me than you ever practiced looking harder The true gods they be bred not born Thru cosmic coincidence they transform And storm up the pearly gates with all they complaints Hollerin' out, "God it's time for rebates" And we ain't gonna warn 'fore the shots ring out We pushed Christ and the devil right up out of town And now I sit, firmly, in control of this bitch Chillin' out on the throne with my fist to chin I'm gayer than god.
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Im an ass man, living in a trash can flies layin eggs in my dick, save me lord sans once i get inside your vagine gonna populate it with a million of my little guys gonna stuff that muff get rough cause you’re tough and don’t take no guff, you like real weird stuff and I’m down to clown on your mound of brown when i pound that frown till it’s upside down I’m a good boy--and my dick has power it makes you feel happy when your day’s been sour Sittin’ there at work, bored, countin’ down the hours ‘Till I come pick you up, get you back in my shower And get fuckin’ obliterated, fuckin’ obtuse I got an all-access pass to your caboose Where I pump my juice until I black out, fried I tried being gay, but I already died I’M THE GOD OF ASS YOU DON’T HAVE TO ASK YOU CAN SEE THE EFFECT THAT A DUNK ASS HAS WHEN YOU CRUSH MY BONE AND YOU HEAR ME MOAN I CONDONE HOW YOU TREAT MY COCK WHEN I’M PRONE SO GET ON THE DICK WHILE I RUB YOUR CLIT I GOTTA ADMIT THAT PRESSURE’S PERFECT WHEN YOU RIDE MY ROD I BECOME GOD SMITING ALL THE WORLD WITH A SINGLE THOUGHT I’m gonna grind your behind ‘till your mind rewinds Back in time to the line where I said you’re mine For all time--you go blind as the senses blitz All our chakras align when I bite your tits And jizz all over everything in the room A monsoon blasting sheets off the bed, and soon Your heads’ covered in goo, but you lick it all clean Cause you still got me beat on the sheer obscene Twiddle your bean as my thick cream rolls Down your cute cheekbones, and you grab on my body rolls So I can get real deep and keep your knees weak Hit the peak as you scream my name back at me I’M THE GOD OF ASS YOU DON’T HAVE TO ASK YOU CAN SEE THE EFFECT THAT A DUNK ASS HAS WHEN YOU CRUSH MY BONE AND YOU HEAR ME MOAN I CONDONE HOW YOU TREAT MY COCK WHEN I’M PRONE SO GET ON THE DICK WHILE I RUB YOUR CLIT I GOTTA ADMIT THAT PRESSURE’S PERFECT WHEN YOU RIDE MY ROD I BECOME GOD SMITING ALL THE WORLD WITH A SINGLE THOUGHT
6.
Freak Power! 03:16
What ya'll mothafuckas don't recognize is that I am terrified marginalized, 'til right on the line and just waiting to get pushed So I can push back Harder than ya'll ever thought to attack I'm ruthless, with no tact Just a wild cat With enough fat For the blowback So know that When you come at Me I'm on edge With a honed edge That is bone dense And I'm no friend To a punk-ass with nothin' but sass Who scoffs at the crass Some upper-class wannabes, Haughty bigots with no zazz I'm classically trained in fuckin' ya brains A lord of the strange, deranged, and the fuckin' insane I'm changin' the game, so put some damn respek on my name Or get flamed when I'm fed up with the train of cliches Condescened to me if you would like to swallow your teeth I'll keep this brief: go fuck yourself -let it breathe- Try to big league me, and I'll go straight to the big league By which I mean a baseball bat to each of your knees That's how it goes when the freaks get mean Drop the pig's blood, and it's death by CDs You're a disease--and I got the antidote It's a goat-headed man with a knife at your throat That's freak power --- Every single person who has told you that you couldn't Lives in fear that you'll achieve the things in life they think you shouldn't Hearing that was like a bullet to the temporal lobe Tellin' me I'm not alone, speedin' down that lonely road Out to where I thought I belonged Now I proved that I did And I'm shittin' on the people that I knew as a kid Anyone who said I couldn't, bitch I already did And I'll do it all again just so I can rub it in Your narrow scope on reality gettin' spread so thin The banality of your frivality been sinkin in Where I been? Oh just over here, countin' my tens Watching you over there wonderin' where the time went I bided mine till I blew up The only way you screwed up, was tryin' not to screw up I took the risk and knew what Would come if I stayed true ta Myself and what I wanted The life I held so vaunted It's healthy to be haunted (Obviously one of the things that I have to think... I have to appreciate about America--that if I couldn't I'd be stupid or insane, is that uh... for good or ill... I can function here. And, uh... I don't think there are many societies or social, political systems, where I could function the way I am now. And perhaps a lotta people would think that's much better; that's the best argument for destroying the system--it gets rid of people like me.)
7.
Living in an underground bunker Junkers come here Don't fear the queer shit Living in my basement Drink another beer, slick Take a lick of my stick Lemme cum inside real quick With my bruised dick My throat been closed by the dust and the mold That I choked on, hoped undone by a glass of water But there's lead in the taps and the need for slaughter Got me on the attack, coming for your daughter Take her out to my shack, and then buy a ring To bind her to me, for all time and being And populate her womb with my demon seed To propogate my sick and evil species I am the disease infecting the system Spreading an illegal strain of dark wisdom Training your kids all to be just like me So that I can lead them into purgatory Do not speak of me, bitch I'm too potent Try to quote me, motherfucker, you'll choke and Caugh out your soul, now it's riding the boat down To where the ferryman leaves all the jokes, damn - nation Living in an underground bunker Junkers come here Don't fear the queer shit Living in my basement Drink another beer, slick Take a lick of my stick Lemme cum inside real quick With my bruised dick [Jess] laying on my sick cot in the pit got shit rot in my souls butthole and my dick clots blood till my thick cock’s sore and engorged but you heard it all before in that rotten lore sick bars radioactive Sars STARS I died and evolved to the Nemesis G-Virus better hide all your relatives pestilent, I’m infecting them all your best friends and all the rest of them I’m toxic and I’m pissed off got a sick cough and to rock your cock is my master plan put headphones on your ball sack you need a small rap for your fat chode and i wrote that slow clap for my sap Brokeback Splash Mountain filling your sack with my saplings, count them now I’m everybody and I’m everybody’s problem [Digi] Living in an underground bunker Junkers come here Don't fear the queer shit Living in my basement Drink another beer, slick Take a lick of my stick Lemme cum inside real quick With my bruised dick I'm an evil man, bad bad not good Stompin' thru your hood like a bad man would Stuffin' all your chicks full of hard red wood Choppin off the heads of the pure and good [Jess] Everybody hates me I don’t give a hoot I’ll pull your asshole out by the root swing you around in a poopy loop then plant you into the ground like Baby Groot [Digi] You better scoot'cha boot, before I have to shoot My ropes into ya soup, and give you what I got A little shit rot mixed with a lot of bad attitude Steppin to my tunes, and I'll bring the worst outta you [Jess] I dig your brains with an ice cream scoop I dig your asshole and eat your poop I’m gonna take your soul and your dirty diapers smear it all around like windshield wipers [Digi] Hungry for life, and I'm takin' yours Mangled your flesh in my hungry jaws Internalize the message, the monster's gettin' restless So if you won't be headless, then lock your doors! [Jess] I keep severed tits in an ice box and a hollowed out dick on my dick like a tight sock I’m a gay and dead faggot from hell what’s my catchphrase? What’s that smell?
8.
Quarter 02:33
Overprotected Now I'm disaffected Quarter-centennial Still feelin' like a kid Treated like I know shit Already a pro, this Lightness is unbearable I didn't even notice I been so back in the back of my mind All of a sudden, whoa, look at the time Comin' up offa that triplet rhyme So I can define how it sounds when its mine Seen too much when I toked that blunt I had a little hunch, but it blew up bigger And I know your trigger so back the fuck up I'll use it as a gun when you strap the fuck up Prep for the comments with a bullet belt Twitter integration was a trip thru hell You sound a little better when I push the pipe down Steady in my crosshair when you choose to write down The wrong lines, now you gotta pay fines Starting with your life lines, pay my respects To the lords of hell when they got you by the neck Tell 'em you were sent by the gayest of the dead Overprotected Now I'm disaffected Quarter-centennial Still feelin' like a kid Treated like I know shit Already a pro, this Lightness is unbearable I didn't even notice I only know death when it niggles at my mind I'm blind to the kind of stress that still binds Most peers to the Earth in their tiny spaces Never see me out in those open places My gonzo nose it can seek a trueness I've gone so long only feeling useless I don't wanna come back home again 'Till I round that age up towards the next ten Overprotected Now I'm disaffected Quarter-centennial Still feelin' like a kid Treated like I know shit Already a pro, this Lightness is unbearable I didn't even notice
9.
I'm relaxin So drop that shit about factions I'm not actions I want release And a free lease To be peachy keen With no yung lean But my ugly mane Gone insane, like I like it I connect best when it's frightening I'm told I should do the right thing But I look up to alternatives So I'll burn the bridge And keep writing Do not come to me biting Do not call me a white thing I'm done with all the infighting East coast and I'm down south So I'm slow mouthed when I'm thinking Need a moment to sing along? I'll leave Silence here for your breathing No auto-tune access, so this chorus might not be lit Give me just a moment, I'm gon' blast off in a bit That was a just test to make sure you're paying attention To this weapon that I'm settin' up and gettin' ready to fire it
10.
I thought I couldn't get any bigger than 180 but baby I'm neckin' beers like Colt Corona, goin' crazy My persona ain't no gimmick, I'm in it, pushin' my limit Like tellin' me alcoholism ain't a joke, bitch, isn't it? Nothing could be funnier than death, And the scent that's on my breath Once I vomit up the Arby's that I walked to get Cause I was too drunk to turn the car key Lemme give you some advice before you say I'm unhealthy I'M GAYER THAN GOD, AND I'M DEADER THAN CHRIST I'M FATTER THAN THE DEVIL, AND I DON'T PLAY NICE COME FUCKIN' WITH MY FLOW AND YOU GON' GET ICED SO DON'T ASK ME FOR SHIT, YOU WON'T GET WHAT YOU LIKE FAT AND DANGEROUS Gangrous, and bloated, overloaded On malt liquor, gettin' sicker, but I own it Don't need you to condone it, or phone it Just run far away Cause I'm stompin' through today, on whatever's in my way 'Till the day I'm well laid and well paid I'm gonna stay Fat and dangerous and strange and abrasive with pain Got no shame, that's my game, and I'm playin' for keeps You don't never have to look up if you wanna be me I'M GAYER THAN GOD, AND I'M DEADER THAN CHRIST I'M FATTER THAN THE DEVIL, AND I DON'T PLAY NICE COME FUCKIN' WITH MY FLOW AND YOU GON' GET ICED SO DON'T ASK ME FOR SHIT, YOU WON'T GET WHAT YOU LIKE FAT AND DANGEROUS Please deep fry my whole life Clean these botflies from my lemonpipe And tell Stripe I want that quarter back So my fat ass pockets can break my Wii Fit stats If I knew how to act, I would not be this thrashed Why aint' flasks of reasonable size? I don't wanna be able to see outta these eyes I want the liquor blockin' out the mirror sight And if I could just die blissed out, that's alright Nothin' about life ever gonna make sense So I gotta dispense all the cents I got left On the few things I like, all the bringers of death Suicide - the result of the things I ingest, it's the best I'M GAYER THAN GOD, AND I'M DEADER THAN CHRIST I'M FATTER THAN THE DEVIL, AND I DON'T PLAY NICE COME FUCKIN' WITH MY FLOW AND YOU GON' GET ICED SO DON'T ASK ME FOR SHIT, YOU WON'T GET WHAT YOU LIKE FAT AND DANGEROUS
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Tell me what I'm meant to do This town ain't the same for you Someone only passing through Someone with an idea of Where they have been coming from I have nothing of the sort I've been here for much too long For having been an import But from where I am not sure Never of my own accord Would I place me on this world Little that I recognize Much less that I understand About what is going on Living in this foreign land IT'S A NIHILISTIC SUBURBAN VOID FLIP A COIN TO DECIDE, THE MEANING DEVOID THERE IS NO REASON NOT TO BE PARANOID YOU CANNOT BUILD ON THIS, IT MUST BE DESTROYED WHEN THE WAVES CRASH ON THE SHORE AND WASH ME OUT INTO THE SEA YOU'LL KNOW BY IF I'M DRIFTING BACK IF THIS WAS WHERE I EVER SHOULD BE No one living here for long Not a land for standing on Sail away now and stay strong Do not die not anyone I WILL GO AND TAKE YOU WITH ME I WILL RUN OUT TO THE CITIES OUT THE VOID OF GAY AND DEAD SEND ME SOMEWHERE FOR MY HEAD
12.
Body Rolls 05:03
Six bottle deep someone tell me just where i oughtta go i donno where to put my dick in all these body rolls You say to go to there but i dunno what you dunno believe me, i can't see me, if i could i'd see me gross Everybody know me, but you dunno what I'm bout Everybody know that I talk much Sift thru the chalk dust, calk much Try not to hold my life up to snuff with a bunch Of ideas that I crunch into Self-help stunts that could not be more bluntly crunk I'm a skunk with a hearta gold Never fold, never break, only bend, into shapes That I always wanna take Never fake, bitches cake me and try to eat my skate But I stay clean, me, mean, free, killin, shyyt I'm a freak but I seek other meak and discreet messages I'm a kid just in search of truth And my youth don't scoot as my age give boot to my fruit-less con-quest, bullet-proof vest that is suburbian living Until the shotgun to my brain shivving But no fucks will be given To the monstrous villain that is real world livin Suicide is my only friend It connects us all broken in the end Red beers hoist me up, get me thru the muk My red face run amok, as I test my luck Against the fuccbois that are Runnin this go-kart Take me to the train car From that book, or from Aria My sweet guardian, my escape from this place Of which I am done, I want fun And to be alone Don't encroach on my brand new home Just let me phone in all the prone dome Shit I'm alone, no place is home You can't fake chrome, I can't make no Promises How I Live Is None Of Your Business And That's Just How It Is Bitch, I Wish I Could Witness Bliss But I'm fisted, straight and listed gay like a dead man God is the magistrate
13.
The sun is coming up, but I've been awake all night I'd love to see the day, but I gotta say goodbye My weary, bleary eyes, they can't handle all the light So don't wake me 'till it's starry out and I can be alright I've never gotten sleep at the right time Never matched a beat on every line I'm always kinda off, biorhythmically So my melody lines are a little bit oblique But I know how to flip stress into pure bliss I know how to make records out of bullshit I know I've got the lines to connect my truth And I find some power in mistakes of youth Can't stay on the same flow 24-7 I gotta let you know when I've found a new heaven I feel a little gay and a little dead-headed Waiting for a call that can break a bad habit Never let a second of the phone hang off Never give an inch they could ever take off Keep it all close to the chest, my dawgs Never let me stray from the sun too long The sun is coming up, but I've been awake all night I'd love to see the day, but I gotta say goodbye My weary, bleary eyes, they can't handle all the light So don't wake me 'till it's starry out and I can be alright Catch a deep breath when I wake up scared Sweating through my shirt cause I'm hot with fear Had another dream where the wrong one's there Jumped up with a scream till I wiped my tears Feel a little low like a sad gay boy Get up on the mic so I can make noise Gotta let me ride that beat out, rub that skeet out Get some food and feel choice Then I'm gonna work or I'm gonna get turnt Screamin' on the mic like "how'd it get burned?" Do another take till I can't feel my throat Find another heart to which mine can devote I am much gayer and deader than god Trial of the Golden Witch never fall off Sun comin' up, so I gotta go to bed Won't be up tomorrow cause I'm already dead The sun is coming up, but I've been awake all night I'd love to see the day, but I gotta say goodbye My weary, bleary eyes, they can't handle all the light So don't wake me 'till it's starry out and I can be alright
14.
Remember when I was a human being Who did normal things That weren't interesting To anybody but me? Now I'm living the meme I don't know how to be me --They call me: Digibro Everybody that I know is famous compared to you We all do youtube, and mix our juju My whole crew is genius Anybody who looks can see this But I wonder of the cost I spent What I've lost being so relentless And maybe senseless in my own exile I'm almost sure I had friends that could make me smile That I ain't seen in quite a while I must have touched someone once, and even got wild But now I'm not sure how long it's been Since the last time I thought of myself as a good friend And ties are tough to mend It's easier to buy a flight than it is to say goodbye And to go on letting them think of me as the bad guy I can't cry, cause it's all my fault But I can't go back after I cleared that vault I can't change that I've changed completely Walked with my own feet There is no real me I've let my own art completely eat me I see the East and it's burning read Like the blood that seeps deep into my bed And it's fine cause we'll all be dead soon I'll ride this tide out until the red moon explodes I know what the future holds Either it's soon, or it's after I grow old And I'm not sold on the thought that this soul Is something I've totally got under my own control Digibro, that's the life I chose Ran away from home for the cash, fame, hoes Staring out to the East, sad As a commenter asks, "who the fuck is Conrad?" "I don't know," I respond, stone cold As the one tear rolls off my gay dead bones I'm a grown ass man in some grown ass pain Thinking how I'll never see my old self again

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When our tower above the earth fell, we found ourselves back on the ground, lower than ever before, deader than Christ and gayer than God. Not to mention fatter than the devil--fat and dangerous, at that. This is an album about coming to terms with your brokenness and no longer seeing it as something painful, but just kind of hilarious.

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released June 30, 2017

Beats by MZShaidu, blindskywatcher, Chi-chi, Hideaki Kobayashi
Raps by Digibro, Endless Jess

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The Transgressive Transgender Terrorist Taking Things Totally Tantrum, Turning Tens To Thousands, Telling Truths Totalizing, Trembling Towards Terrific Things, Thankful, Tyrant

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