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The Best Hour of Trial of the Golden Witch 2014​–​2021

by Trial of the Golden Witch

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I'd be hard-pressed to name two guys that I like unqualified Or any that I find to be good I hate to be misunderstood and only half-blame myself I go way the fuck past half way just to meet your shelf If there are answers that you do not want then do not ask I'll kick your ass and hit my flask when the moment's passed I only get up past noon, so I don't have look at you I am through with the notion that I am cool When I'm not mad at everybody then I'm mad at me Obviously I'm the type to seethe -- they tell me Everybody goddamn lost their minds? - but they never had 'em This never woulda happened, if rationale woulda been rationed equally Do not speek to me of justice--don't recommend happiness 'less you are blessed with a sense of providing it to me like a sado-masochist I want more than you have and a little bit more than I can handle I wanna be the fire in your mantle the candle that lights your fantasy But I can't be romantic when I'm pedantic as all can be Sometimes I just don't want you to look at me When I'm not mad at everybody then I'm mad at me Obviously I'm the type to seethe -- I tell it to 'em
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I used to only rise when the sun went down Till I blacked out all my curtains, and now I'm uncertain Where the days begin and end, I won't pretend it even really matters all that much to me You knew me to be isolated But I can't even be sated by the light It's overrated gimme Neon, and blacklights, and thriving beats It's only in a dark world that I feel complete I wanna trash me, find my stash please Could use some jack, please, an ashtray by the vent With a fan nearby just to hide the scent To keep the questions short when they collect the rent I get bent outta shape by the language That flies in my face from the mouths of complacent Fans who are mad that I ask for some payment Sayin' to crawl out of my momma's basement Well here's the truth I make enough to keep my roof And I get it doing everything I love, to boot And it's all because I know how to connect my truth To the few who can afford to support the moves That I'm makin' towards the vacant Part of your heart that you need to make it I'll speak life right into your mind for your sake and mine And you'll find I could never fake it Preach the truth
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captivating vacancies you must have left these holes on purpose 'cause I only fit warmth is such a benefit Eno said the silence was just as important as the noise And I feel like it's quiet next to jumbo jets and paranoia Running through me like a movie with a shitty pacing All so washed away and distant like the center is erasing I've been pacing back and forth as long as I remember Making people nervous cause I don't remember where I'm going So I get a sense of the surroundings till I see a sparkle Sending me towards the thing I now decided I was in pursuit of What you knew of what I said was all I meant If there is more then I will say it, then I'll say it all again I can't be asked to sort the signal from the noise just for the boys I've got these girly quakes and maybe I enjoy it Captivating vacancies in desperation as I seek the beat I don't know what to eat Because I don't know what I want to be exactly Manufactured identities peddle their findings The light is blinding from the church of reality My darksign burns when I stand in the sun too long In the shadows I live on and on Captivating vacancies The absence is the evidence, the contrast is the relevence The answer is I'm fucking better than the other thing that you just said And I would only say it if I thought it's to your benefit To know what's fucking good for you when everyone is someone's fed And every unravelling presents a mess of new loose ends So tell me what you're tied to, why it's so important, what's your motive Why did you choose me when time is money and the money's voting? Captivating vacancies Like what's behind the eyes of every candidate and every voter Every batman, every Joker sitting at the game of poker Like it isn't pong, bounce mmy titties all day long And sing about a dick I'll never suck Talk about all of the girls I could but wouldn't ever fuck Act like everything I built was all a stroke of stupid luck When the god who blessed me lives inside my head on the same bunk
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the broadcast news is all subjective the truth ain't there, you can't protect it I don't believe a thing you've said, bitch I nod my head, ditch, and contemplate shit all the best shit in life comes from you and I from mankind, when they ain't fuckin' around or stuck on the ground, or straight fuckin' it up when they layin' great stuff in the cut, and gettin' the bucks I go to see 'em sometimes with a fat wallet I don't need a disguise don't mention politics or the bad guys, the high concepts, or the truth unrealized look 'em in the eyes I don't hate all of ya'll fuckers but some of ya'll mothers got a need to get smothered but I can set aside my druthers for a waffle, and some chicken, and a lil' honey mustard--matter fact let me live at IHOP and eat gross tenders 'till my fuckin heart stop set up a lil' booth where I can record my hip-hop and drop in random patrons for podcast interviews the broadcast news is all subjective the truth ain't there, you can't protect it I don't believe a thing you've said, bitch I nod my head, ditch, and contemplate shit My plate's legit completely full with fat raps to eat and sick shit to pull and thick chords to play, while I don't get no play 'cause I ain't got all day to swipe left on bitches --that's inauthentic, but how I roll I only pay attention when the dinner rolls come out, no doubt-- I like people for the art and food and if I seem rude, that's cause I don't know ya, dude the broadcast news is all subjective the truth ain't there, you can't protect it I don't believe a thing you've said, bitch I nod my head, ditch, and contemplate shit
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Oh - What took you so long? You said you'd meet me here, but you were running around So - That's how it is now Well when I drive you know I put the god damn pedal down! I'm ethereal! I'm ethereal! Like a bubble with pop when I rise to the top, yeah I'm ethereal! I'm ethereal! Now you see me, now you don't, where'd I go? where'd I go? Yeah - I took the mask off Found some passengers who drive as fast as her now we're in imports Utility sports vehicle, Prius Honda HRV, Gets us all around the country! I'm ethereal! I'm ethereal! Like a bubble with pop when I rise to the top, yeah I'm ethereal! I'm ethereal! Now you see me, now you don't, where'd I go? where'd I go? Right behind me--that's where I need ya baby! (When I'm dancin' to the beat, hit Do Not Disturb I don't need this in my feed while I'm still at work You been catchin' on my vibe since we locked eyes at first And since you treat me nice, we're gonna skip the words) You're like Dreaming of reaching the sunlight Branches all twisted that still strive Up with the rain in their eyes, rain in my eyes You're like Aching for rain in the desert Lapping the sweat from your feathers Ever endeavor to fly, you will survive We can all live together Right behind me--that's where I need ya baby! Wow! - You really move me I couldn't do the thing that I can do right now be- fore - Before you knew me How's the new me? How you like the new me? I'm ethereal! I'm ethereal! Like a bubble with pop when I rise to the top, yeah I'm ethereal! I'm ethereal! Now you see me, now you don't, where'd I go? where'd I go? You're like Dreaming of reaching the sunlight Branches all twisted that still strive Up with the rain in their eyes, rain in my eyes You're like Aching for rain in the desert Lapping the sweat from your feathers Ever endeavor to fly, you will survive
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They say the world’s a vampire, but it’s just a mosquito Slap it off my leg to the snare in the beat roll Snapped at by the neighbors for the volume of J. Cole Bitch maybe move your bed away from the window Five mothafuckas in a two-room, you hit the stoop Smoke up what you got and just start spittin like you in a booth Listening to words like magic spells that keep you pushing through Stirring in the mental soup and taking the flavor of you Every drop of spit I pitch so tasty that they crave the drool Mouth is like Urabe Mikoto its so addicting you go fool Begging for another vocal pegging in your ear’s ass No class, no tools, no mask, no rules No more little minded motherfuckers in my life I don’t give a fuck what you have built or done before tonight Right here, right now is all that I believe in Wherever I am that’s where my world starts and ends I don’t try to give a fuck like everybody pretends I don’t try to speak on shit and have an opinion Just stay vibing with the shit I like and chilling with friends When we do our thing together is when everyone wins I can handle my sins, I can gather them up The the back of my throat, hack em up in a cough Spit it over the stoop, and take another draw We got the tunes and we got the talk On this porch stoop is where im feeling free, Fuck Titans, my homie just be a diety, I'm freeing these tendencies To be a freak recently, Deceased to be, im soon you see, Decipher my cyphers, di-vinci- code, and I explode, you leak out of the lungs you hold, inside your mortal body, cold, Your skin begins to be, And the beast in the darkness pounces, prepared to feast, You struggle least of all to me, I've destroyed children and women and any, size of men with all the venom in my teeth, In my fangs, you know I can, I'm a dangerous thing, immortal monster, smith n Weston necessary for the killing of, But still remain around I will, Troll and appear in and above, Below and over your lowest moments, Laughing at your lapse in happiness and just Lol, shit, That's ghoul, Im a ghoul without a goal, I'm only bold when it comes to grabbing gold, Having hold of my present gifts, eleven fold And in every endeavor scold the really woke and Broken Hippocrates who pass judgement on the try- ers, Fuck fitting in with your skewed-truth seek geek losers, I'd rather spend my life as an outlier, Devout rhymer, Loud liker of things- Producer, Fan, Reducer of lands, When I eat at a buffet they close it down man, I'm as big as i am, No shame about it my man, but you can take that s and e, and then just leave me the ham, (Godddamn))
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On My Body (2020) (free) 01:47
Put your body on my body I can feel it sommore(x8) Pink strap, where my freak at? When the beat clap, smack smack Grip your kneecaps to my side hatch Right back after climax Yeah you're so natch Slip gasp through the tight grasp As I roll back Put your body on my body I can feel it sommore(x4) Get it where I need to be tamed I got the strange in the brain so I cannot be blamed I'm entertained by the way that you dance with your lips Along the rhythm of the beat I got you on with my hips Put your body on my body I can feel it sommore(x4)
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What’s my worst trait? See me on a date dressed like a punk from ‘88 Bumping City Morgue so hard it’s rattling your license plate Asking what’s my worst trait? What’s my worst trait? You said it’s the way you ask these questions that I can’t relate to Now play me something I can skate to Smoke an eighth to, pass around the room and drink a lake to Something I can bump to while I break you in You see me grin, god damn it boy I’ll never win I’m down for gin and and juice tonight Let you bust up in my caboose tonight Pass out late, wake up late and drive Up a mountainside for some peace and quiet What’s my worst trait? Really good at making people hate me And they struggle learning how to place me Guess I’m kinda racy Racing past the lames who want the place I only stopped in passing for a rest Not ready to see the rest If they think they’ll have me at my best after treating me like ass they’ll be crying all alone in the end I don’t have to pretend that I’m something I’m not Your soul can sit and rot but mine will rock! Worst Trait What's my worst trait? Is it the drugs that I take? Is it the standards I break? I'm hated, It's crazy I don't hate it, You're lazy, I'm motivated, Elated to be instated- it's brazy, Vizzy is dizzy from all of this pop Fizzing as soon as I drop, Anything "this is a flop", Listen again, this writ not, Spin the pen, fiddle with pot, Rhyming and scheming a lot, The timing immediate or not- Imma be closer to God, Imma be Close to the top- I'll be tokin' while boasting that I'm like Token and Loc, and 2Pac when im hosting, Just Emceeing and being a mean being- you flee when you see him. And that's my worst trait!
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(Getcha self togetha, young!) Even if you fall and bust ya knees try try again Even if it hurts you when they leave try try again Even if you think you know your needs try try again Even if they try to make ya bleed please please try again Lotta people gonna bend you for a buck You gonna let 'em have it or you feelin' lucky, punk? Never gotten hassled for my lunch money Arnold taught me they won't hit'cha with the crazy look My first love was a transforming robot, so you know my flow got ta Hop-scotch like a girl whose never grown up Breath like a t-rex so gimme some gum Grey like a president, still feel so young Living much more than the lump of my sums I'm way too much fun Just being myself is much better than numb And if you don't like me that's not my problem Even if you fall and bust ya knees try try again Even if it hurts you when they leave try try again Even if you think you know your needs try try again Even if they try to make ya bleed please please try again oh oh oh, try try again
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Please don't tell me this is paradise I've been dreaming something much more nice If this is all there is then why fight? Please don't say your endgame is my life It's not right Caveat Emptor to all who admire me I know I'd fire me if I had ever hired me And I mean by firing squad, I'm gayer than god And deserve to be deader than a dorknob Fat slob, but I quit smokin' So I won't be chokin' on anything other than dick for a while Never been in style Stayed actin' like somethin' of a prick, and it's riled up Some punks who act like I stabbed someone Just cause I gave a 1 to their favorite show Do you even know what is an opinion? Objectivity doesn't exist, I told you a million times There is no rule to rhyme, no design Only what you decide that you like at this time And I hate myself So don't emulate me unless your better with self-help [Endless Jess] a trillion fans ain’t worth a damn, they ain’t worth one friend i can call “my man” ambition is living how others won’t for a vision and a mission getting what others don’t, but that’s missing the mark giving every spark makes your heart dark ambition is a prison, not a walk in the park i’ve had best friends tell me that they envy me, and look with jealousy like I’m the enemy like I’m a rival, but man you aint a rival to me, I’m feiviel, my survival through miles of trials would be tragedy if not for the fact that I’m getting back to my family nothing else helps so it’s hell to have you mad at me cause I’m broken, i don’t know how long its been since i’ve seen the sun or filled my lungs with oxygen i’m too far gone, i’d take norminess over this gotta check the pulse in my wrist just to know i exist
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Smelling clouds just off the coast The pressure front grips tight around my skull And I can barely breath Letting go of everything I am, becoming this Rolling up another smoke Clawing to clear out my nose Waiting for the rain as I listen to the wind rise Letting go of everything I am, becoming this I could sure as hell use any help you got for me When the clouds move in I just cave in and I can't think Waiting for the rain I guess they say it's just a meme You could always pray for anything
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lil fuckass dumpin dunkass ugly mane beats at my feets, like hey peeps, bring yo streets and yo mindpiece let 'em know the stories that you're poring over real deep in the recesses where excessive sweatin' ain't over beef it's about the real me, whether there's a real me anything but what I project over who directs me preferences apparent but now I'm scared to annoy peeps over things I see as regressive tendencies I preach mind bleach, please, 'fore I roll back into the angry little edgelord I'd wanna troll, slack jawed in the mirror 'cause emotions won't ever show, black hearted from the start, they said it and I felt the blowback like I shot a big gun, fired straight up at the sun pounded me into the Earth, now I'm just a lil' stub torso in the dirt writing on papers around me will they simply leave me here or will the try to drown me? beggin' 'em at times to run me over with a tractor when you're empty at the core you just know how to be an actor what's the role? can I play it? can't I just go get faded? why does living on this earth gotta be so damn complicated? I remember as a kid, man I hated my life now I'm twenty-seven, all I feel is love for my wife nothin' else, it's all numb, hate myself, feel so dumb she gets sad, give her cum, play some games, chew some gum back to work, nose to the grindstonne how else am I supposed to afford a nice home? how else am I supposed to pay for fun shit to do? realize the visions that to you all are invisible? but I barely care enough, barely wanna live long barely wanna do much but get my dick sucked and make songs got power to maybe generationally change shit still, see oncoming cars and tempted to make that lane switch
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I drank half a case of Tecate So I could get sloppy enough to do my job properly I'm probably the only psychopath who works this constantly But I don't know how else to be, and nobody is stopping me I get frustrated, stating that I hate it But still getting berated and told I am overrated Well I guess fuck you, fuck you, and fuck you I don't need you to tell me what I can't do I'm the king of the jungle, I run this zoo Now get out of my cage or I'll start slingin' poo Pee Yoo that's a stank ass rhyme Yes I know I'm cringe, that is by design I don't hide from my feelings I'm no good at dealing with My self-image, so I stay fringe-scrimaged twenty-four-seven I need one of those Frankenstein girls from the seven-eleven Who stays up all night and knows the right way to heaven And I'm quite alright if she is less than a seven Just as long as her taste ain't shit Yeah that ain't no bit The last chick I was with made me sit through some bullshit And I am legit an elitist prick Who won't stick my dick in no idiots Unless they live in convenient driving distance My sex life is not a thriving business Probably because I have such ire For every single person aged zero or higher I admire not heroes but an hero My life is a scene from Apocalypse Zero My strife is obscene and is not endearing When I sing, people scream, and demand that I go Believe me like you don't even know How much I wouldn't be here if could just throw All my stuff in a bag and be on the road To the edge of the earth, and jump in a black hole Kill me
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Rap Moments (2021) (free) 02:40
rap moments happen deep into the night if you wanna stay woke open up your third eye keep the bullets in the magazine and drive stay quiet with the ball and weed or you gon' see the lights these ain't shiitake, they gon' shake you for about an hour hit the sour and the Golden Monkey, keep your power save the Ms to flex with honeys after show if you ain't got heavy work to do then you ain't need the blow if it's gon be all night then put this on your tongue just remember, all of this is real, so keep your head on cuz they wanna prove their paranoia's justified and if you can't meet the eyes they're gonna say you're tryin'a hide practice your best look and know your excuse don't be dyin' cause you squeezin' the juice we come together to escape the abuse and I choose to help you learn how to use these tools to get the most out of what you do we all got something to live for and it's right here I got sex, drugs, music and beer we can beat all the fears and the doubts in our minds if you love life, gimme the sign! -hands up in the air!- rap moments happen deep into the night if you wanna stay woke open up your third eye keep the bullets in the magazine and drive stay quiet with the ball and weed or you gon' see the lights I'm the arbiter of what is hard and what is broke and what's actually woke and I can stoke the fires under asses like no one before I've heard the jokes, I've told 'em and I've broke the bank I've rolled the dankest dank and smoked with legends independent artist from the start to finish, still I'm winning intimately deep when I entreat you to my visions and my records keep on spinning keep on spinning keep on spinning and my man he keeps me grinning trying to find something I'm missing I can chase spinning wheels across the Earth like racing its rotation wanna hit your stations like an avalanche, so advanced sound is algebraic got you doing math polyrhythmic tics I spit so viciously and quick it sticks into your head the melodies I write with are so mesmerizing you'll be dead long before you even begin to forget the things I said I'll have you saying it again and again I'll have you saying it again and again and again and again rap moments happen deep into the night if you wanna stay woke open up your third eye keep the bullets in the magazine and drive stay quiet with the ball and weed or you gon' see the lights rap moments happen deep into the night if you wanna stay woke open up your third eye keep the bullets in the magazine and drive stay quiet with the ball and weed or you gon' see the lights
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I thought I couldn't get any bigger than 180 but baby I'm neckin' beers like Colt Corona, goin' crazy My persona ain't no gimmick, I'm in it, pushin' my limit Like tellin' me alcoholism ain't a joke, bitch, isn't it? Nothing could be funnier than death, And the scent that's on my breath Once I vomit up the Arby's that I walked to get Cause I was too drunk to turn the car key Lemme give you some advice before you say I'm unhealthy I'M GAYER THAN GOD, AND I'M DEADER THAN CHRIST I'M FATTER THAN THE DEVIL, AND I DON'T PLAY NICE COME FUCKIN' WITH MY FLOW AND YOU GON' GET ICED SO DON'T ASK ME FOR SHIT, YOU WON'T GET WHAT YOU LIKE FAT AND DANGEROUS Gangrous, and bloated, overloaded On malt liquor, gettin' sicker, but I own it Don't need you to condone it, or phone it Just run far away Cause I'm stompin' through today, on whatever's in my way 'Till the day I'm well laid and well paid I'm gonna stay Fat and dangerous and strange and abrasive with pain Got no shame, that's my game, and I'm playin' for keeps You don't never have to look up if you wanna be me I'M GAYER THAN GOD, AND I'M DEADER THAN CHRIST I'M FATTER THAN THE DEVIL, AND I DON'T PLAY NICE COME FUCKIN' WITH MY FLOW AND YOU GON' GET ICED SO DON'T ASK ME FOR SHIT, YOU WON'T GET WHAT YOU LIKE FAT AND DANGEROUS Please deep fry my whole life Clean these botflies from my lemonpipe And tell Stripe I want that quarter back So my fat ass pockets can break my Wii Fit stats If I knew how to act, I would not be this thrashed Why aint' flasks of reasonable size? I don't wanna be able to see outta these eyes I want the liquor blockin' out the mirror sight And if I could just die blissed out, that's alright Nothin' about life ever gonna make sense So I gotta dispense all the cents I got left On the few things I like, all the bringers of death Suicide - the result of the things I ingest, it's the best I'M GAYER THAN GOD, AND I'M DEADER THAN CHRIST I'M FATTER THAN THE DEVIL, AND I DON'T PLAY NICE COME FUCKIN' WITH MY FLOW AND YOU GON' GET ICED SO DON'T ASK ME FOR SHIT, YOU WON'T GET WHAT YOU LIKE FAT AND DANGEROUS
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WRONG (2014) 00:39
I fell in with the wrong crowd but not gangstas and thugs just slugs and rank nuts causing ruck-us these fuck-ups and hang-arounds and bangers all bound for just One cut down two cuts across bleedouts the readouts on my future all look grim but my slim chance of makin' it out is my one route and hope is all I've got where I stand now is where I'll rot Cause I've done it all wrong The story of my life has run way too long Cause I've done it all wrong The story of my life has run way too long Cause I've done it all wrong The story of my life has run way too long
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All my Boos and Ghastley gettin' nasty see, we be long-lasting--not a bad thing no, a little haunting could by happy when flaunting this rap beat when the cat screams out on a pitch black night don't recoil in fright, but delight cause we do it right with a purple haze and a blown-out brights We don't need to fight you to ignite you we could fly right by you to spite you but a much more wrongful way to right you is to write a song full of curses and turn you into one of us with the rhythm get you down here to clown with the villains pull your spirit up through the ceiling and get you really feelin' it so hard you're straight-up stealin' it like you was DigiB with a fat-ass beat takin' straight off the page from FrankJavCee! now you see me and now you don't Dance and scream like the Baby Ghosts or Fear and Loathing, lose your clothing And your body, and grab a host! All my Boos and Ghastley gettin' nasty see, we be long-lasting--not a bad thing no, a little haunting could by happy when flaunting this rap beat when the cat screams out on a pitch black night don't recoil in fright, but delight cause we do it right with a purple haze and a blown-out brights I'm wanted on two accounts of unlawful posession I'll make your heads spin all they way around to kiss on your asses I got a flask full of slimer and yes a head full of gas I haven't passed on from this life I'm simply over the last I don't gotta move fast don't gotta trip when I wanna relax just let a boombox blast outta window to the whole world when I want them to hear my sass I can be crass, but it's how I roll if you don't like it then get ghost and the haunting started, party like it's somethin' you never did before All my Boos and Ghastley gettin' nasty see, we be long-lasting--not a bad thing no, a little haunting could by happy when flaunting this rap beat when the cat screams out on a pitch black night don't recoil in fright, but delight cause we do it right with a purple haze and a blown-out brights
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Why do you want me? Why do you want me? I don't see the appeal Will you be there for me, stick around when there's Nothing new to reveal? I spent my twenties in a box Selfies in programmer socks Hate myself for what I'm not Post about it on my blog Living for the likes and pogs Hardly living most of all Write about it in a song They don't like it, hit the bong I'm excited when I'm wrong Getting yelled at turns me on Make myself a laughingstock Just trying to ask what's going on So embarrassed I stay gone I'm a googirl I'm a blob My boyfriend's such a heartthrob I know the girls are feeling robbed When they see us in the throngs Why do you want me? Why do you want me? I don't see the appeal I love the way you lift me up both Literally and Figuratively Spiritually and Mentally Holding me to task but still leaving me free Never acting like there's anyone I have to be I have to see the mountainpeaks you'll bring me to Those views are what make my heart beat Sweet me off my feet and take me from the East Why do you want me? Why do you want me? I don't see the appeal Will you be there for me, stick around when there's Nothing new to reveal? Why do you want me? Why do you want me? I don't see the appeal
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Young hearts full of art and worry You don't need to hurry--but you must continue Do not let the message within you fall on deaf ears Keep your hands moving 'till the truth appears (Ki-ko-e-te - i-ma-su - ka Odoru kokoro kinou miteta yume Ta-yu-ta-u - na-mi-ma - ni Oto no nai yoru wa tsudzuiteku mada) You will not be forgotten Even if you grow rotten through, you still have a truth to speak to And those who need you to be proof That they too can still move and make something new Young hearts full of art and worry You don't need to hurry--but you must continue Do not let the message within you fall on deaf ears Keep your hands moving 'till the truth appears (To-do-i-te - i-ma-su - ka Akogare shisen tsumasaki senobi Fu-ra-ra - na-ga-sa-re Muchuu no umi wo oyogu) This is only the start Of something which never ends or gets less hard Yet every part will be worth it in moments When you look back and see how much you've grown into who you are And the memories blot each page Demarcations of the ways you've aged Not all of which you wanted to see But without each of which you could not be And even as your heart breaks Taking tallies of all of the mistakes You can say, at the very least You weren't afraid to try and make something (Rurabii - yurara Rurabii - fuware) Young hearts full of art and worry You don't need to hurry--but you must continue Do not let the message within you fall on deaf ears Keep your hands moving 'till the truth appears Embrace the fears and scream them If the tears are fake, then make me believe them If the pain is real, inflict it on me So I can see the world for what it should be If you can't believe in yourself, then believe in me Who believes in you, until the day that you can too And if you need proof that someone needs you Flood the world with your words 'till the signal cuts back through And never stop or you will never know 'Cause you cannot grow if you throw in the towel and go home You must hammer it down to the bone "This is what I am, and I will be known!" Young hearts full of art and worry You don't need to hurry--but you must continue Do not let the message within you fall on deaf ears Keep your hands moving 'till the truth appears
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DR FUUCHA (2020) (free) 03:29
What can I tell you bout the future? Gonna have my boot up in your face when you abuse her Gonna have me wishin I was dead if I wake up and feel the dread Of realizing I threw it away a user Tell me what you fear I can tell you what to avoid What you hold dear That shit will keep you paranoid And yes it's worth it ...maybe Life just goin' crazy Just maybe Control is overrated, but you gotta learn to fake it for the future By what indication do you sense the predication Of human annihilation? I think you need education I think we all as a nation gotta take a step back Take a deep breath-- reassess what we got left And do our best not to waste breath On incessent stress and defensive steps Get a grip-- get a stiff upper lip and start talkin' Figure out where we all walkin' Ain't no seperate paths when we're all caulked into the mass DEAR FUTURE, I DON'T WANNA LOSE YA TELL ME WHAT I GOTTA DO TO MAKE SURE ALL THE HUES ARE STILL BEAUTIFUL BY THE TIME I GET THERE STILL THE ME THAT I WANNA BE EVEN WHEN I'M GRAY-HAIRED No I do not like the pain But I'mma stay in the game That's just the way I was raised Any less, I'd be ashamed What got me really afraid? Knowing you think of my name Only as someone who walked-- Took off, dried up, and went lame I couldn't face you the same I'd never look up again I'd be afraid of myself I would go fuckin' insane But if I stay in my lane Still ever gonna be strange Whatever headin' my way I'mma take it to the face Steady be changin' my shape-- But my core intact And you can't teach that You may doubt this truth But my life is fact My mistakes of youth They won't hold me back The propel me to Try to not be whack They compell me to Go and chase these stacks And I base this rap On what I see as Self-affirming thoughts in the face Of a blackened void That I'm quite annoyed Never will see fit to talk back DEAR FUTURE, I DON'T WANNA LOSE YA TELL ME WHAT I GOTTA DO TO MAKE SURE ALL THE HUES ARE STILL BEAUTIFUL BY THE TIME I GET THERE STILL THE ME THAT I WANNA BE EVEN WHEN I'M GRAY-HAIRED
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Batten down the hatches here's where no one passes Get 'em off their asses and avoid the flames, unless the dab reclaim Looks like molasses Reaching for the torch I scorch away another paycheck And a pain I couldn't process and a way to lift the processing power I can maintain Scorched just like the Earth, that's been my policy From every time they taunted me or fucked with me So are you feeling lucky that I'm soft and tough? Never knew how much I needed crutches just to walk The pain keeps shooting every step I take and if I break it's not your fault The glass is full of salt Won't someone come and check up on me? I know I'm no fun but for sympathy I can lick your cuts, we can be friendly but All I have is the soothespeak Fallen from grace I'm fallen from grace I'm (x8)
22.
Done wit'chu spectators, I don't need no haters no mo' I'm done with the promo, I'll put shit in slo mo' So I can breathe deeper and create a flow so Immaculate no one could fuck with it Homogenized, all your artists are lies And like flies to the shit fallin' out yo' behind You don't gotta spend time wondrin' who among is a real one None of this fuckin' shit is real, son! I'm only legit because I'm such a prick Full of active contempt for consumers And the whole culture surrounding the viewer And our whole world's fuckin' sick sense of humor No you can't vote on me, ballot box closed homie Get my name out'cha throat 'fore you choke homie I ain't fresh off the boat, I'm a home grown issue And you misused my prose, so we 'bout have to issues Next who says "I miss you" is about to get checked I haven't gone nowhere and I'm doin' my best So get offa my dick, I ain't here to attest To my own proof, dude, I got shit on my chest And I gotta get it off or it'll bore a hole Through the back of my soul, and I'm gettin' too old for it Motherfucker look at all I got to show for it I don't have to put on such a fuckin' show for it Unwanted advice, I'm tearing out my eyes I'm not here for you guys, I'm just doing my thing If you like it then please, show support for the king If you don't like it, sick, then you don't have to see You should know that I'm mean, and I'm not what you want I ain't here to help you, and I ain't here to flaunt I'm just running the program I understand, haunted By knowing too much and yet not what I wanted Human connections--what a mistake Most of what I've made only brought more pain Shoulda stayed away, yeah shoulda known better Only true homies get to share what I've gained Naming the ones I still like on one hand Not stopping anyone leaving the band Only one finger for whom do I care Evened the bad out but I am still scared Human connections--what a mistake Most of what I've made only brought more pain Shoulda stayed away, yeah shoulda known better Only true homies get a piece of this cheddar Me and her cuddled up under a sweater Letting our home be consumed by the weather Drowning out all the sound from our abode All that I want is we are left alone
23.
[The Golden Witch] Hey, re-associate Re-appropriate The disassembled pieces how they fit like when you procreate Feeling like a fake, 'cause I lack a lake Inner oceans sparkle in the heat of so much hate I'm the birthplace, of the new style Now the old style, that's a grown child I'm a known wild card and a girl scout Inside or asleep when the sun's out Four deep in the Pri' when the fun counts Seen a lot ain't seen so much Still a lot of life to touch It might crumble when I does but I'll collect all of the dust [Vizier] In the beginning the pennies were like the pens, Scattered across my dining room, laughing at me again, Unabashedly bathed in sin, The enemy of my enemy is my friend, But i only got enemies, friends are evil in my head, Angry at everyone, paranoid bout what they said, Angry at everyone, my normal is upset, It doesn't have to be this way, If you could see my previous phase, You would be on the receiving wave, Of "what's this kid doing?" "Does he mean these things?" If you don't know me then you don't see through, Posture- petulance- perfectionist- poo, Reflect on this too, in a couple weeks, Pull a couple bars, scrutinize, "that's subtle weak" I'm never subtle; meek, Eliminate my obstacles, I hunt for fun, not meat, I run from one thing, it's that only, My brain, it hates me, y'all gon see, I have faith in a cause, my brain has feeeeeed-----back It bleeeeeeeds---- back, into my psyche, "You dont neeeeeed--- rap" I don't believe that, I need Christ but I'm too stubborn to concede that, Smoke and drink and inhaling the nicotine, Got me addicted to Love killers, like playboy magazine, I hope that aint a buzz killer, Steady trapping, never only making cash with rap, Tickets to a show, now that's a promotion, I'm floating through the ocean in a desert in october, My friends are more famous than me, They aren't sober. If you don't know me but you have heard, My name or words, my name or words- I'll put myself into a cannon for you (How absurd) I Get ready to fire, aim, and then i'm taking first
24.
I don't wanna lay my fucking head down Don't ask what I'm on about I don't have the fuckin' words right now I just want a pound, I just wanna pound I just wanna frown, let me feel it down make me way too loud, way too loud Burn me in the casket, push me in the basket I don't wanna walk no more Cut my arms and legs off, carry me around if You want me around so much I seriously can't sleep
25.
Planet like a roller-coaster And I don't wanna know Easier if you just ghost her Never on my phone Write it on the back of my hand or I will forget Putting any faith in me what a strange bet You could be anything and yet you chose this Just to burn the wick like you could stick both ends Take me by the wrist I'm lost and I am scared I don't know how to respond to when they stare People have too much visible on their mind Externalizing expressions for third eyes Blinded by the glare I slink into my cave If I looked at you just trying to be brave Planet like a roller-coaster And I don't wanna know Easier if you just ghost her Never on my phone In a hall of freezing rain Whipping in a hurricane Onslaught numbs me to the pain In the cadence and cascade Raindrops falling on my brain I can sense beyond the state Relinquished to animal Thousand eyes restict my soul Paralyzed I am defined Writing poems for the blind To describe the other side Where I met them when they died Planet like a roller-coaster And I don't wanna know Easier if you just ghost her Never on my phone I can never run away you run away you run away you run away you run away

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I've been dropping albums in scattershot fashion for a decade with quick, inspiration-driven turnarounds. All of my releases are different and usually full of weirdness and experimentation--some of which goes great, and some of which fails.

This album represents the cream of the crop: the best hour of music I've put out across my career.

I started with almost twice as many songs, culling anything I found grating on repeat listens or had too many major problems with the sound of, and organized the great stuff until it made sense as its own album. From the edgy, emotional cringe-core rapping on tracks like Seethe and Lane Switch, to face-rockers like Rap Moments and Fat & Dangerous, to more ethereal fare like Big Low and Cut My Limbs Off I Can't Sleep, to cutesy pop songs like I'm Ethereal and Why Do You Want Me?, and even formerly extra-rare tracks like Blackout Curtains, this tracklist represents the heights of my talents as a writer, vocalist, and even producer (on tracks like Soothespeak and Ghoster), starting from when I first began taking myself seriously as a songwriter, to now.

- Trixie the Golden Witch

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released February 13, 2022

Beats by MZShaidu, Mullibloom, Cranberry Dave, Lil Fuckass, Sera Louise, FrankJavCee, Nevada, Princess Plunderphonics, & Trixie the Golden Witch

Lyrics/vocals by Vizier, Endless Jess, and Trixie the Golden Witch

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