When you like 14
Prayin' that love is more than a dream
Can't even conceive of yourself as a real human being
'Cause that ain't the way you treated anyways

Every single day feels eternally long
At your weakest when they most expect you strong

All I wanted was to die and go away
Can't believe I made it long enough to see these brighter days

Now my worry's on a much bigger stage
My heart finally saved, but the world don't hesitate
And I know what's broken now, I know someone could be saved
So I know I have to fight, 'cause I know I have the strength
And that I can pave the way, maybe let you out
You can help me too, can't do it without
The support from my friends and my allies and family
Out with the bad vibes, in with the good guys

Sadbois gotta stick together
Nihilist but don't think you're clever
'Cause yeah, alone, it might get you killed
But we form a fiber stronger than steel
Raise a blade like the razor blade
You used to flay your flesh with and brave
The storms of war to follow your purpose
Cure the future of how they cursed us
Sadbois gotta stick together
Nihilist but don't think you're clever
'Cause yeah, alone, it might get you killed
But we form a fiber stronger than steel
Raise a blade like the razor blade
you used to flay your flesh with and brave
The storms of war to follow your purpose
Cure the future of how they cursed us

I know it's hard to go outside
To stand around and listen to lies
But you know you're gonna get online
And into the same shit every time

You know you can't live alone--that's the shit you been failing at all along
That's what got you to this song
Consciously or otherwise, this is a bond
Whether it's just the beat that reaches or it's my poems

I been writing hard near twenty damn years
Tryin'ta own these tears and define these fears
So I hope you hear what I'm talkin' 'bout
And if it can help you out, you know I'd be proud

Never was much a fan of crowds
But we've found a distance that works for now
And I hope you'll play it close to the chest
And find someone else who brings out your best

Sadbois gotta stick together
Nihilist but don't think you're clever
'Cause yeah, alone, it might get you killed
But we form a fiber stronger than steel
Raise a blade like the razor blade
you used to flay your flesh with and brave
The storms of war to follow your purpose
Cure the future of how they cursed us
Sadbois gotta stick together
Nihilist but don't think you're clever
'Cause yeah, alone, it might get you killed
But we form a fiber stronger than steel
Raise a blade like the razor blade
you used to flay your flesh with and brave
The storms of war to follow your purpose
Cure the future of how they cursed us